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(Story) Undead because you ask me

Posted on August 31, 2009

“I have thought this for some time now. And I am confident that you will not be able to enable the heart in my chest. You will not sway me. Even should you reach out your skin-less hand and manually pump its beat, it will not last. For too much time has passed.” Her words fell on seemingly deaf ears, or rather, non-existent ones. For the flesh had long ago decayed from where they once had existed. Bones that were so pitted as to hold the color of dulled mercury.  And the undead being stared at the girl, hollow skulled, sockets unblinking.

A flickering lone light, with a frayed string for a switch, illuminated the small room as it hung fastened to the ceiling. Worn shoes littered the floor. Clothing draped upon old metal hangers coated in dust and rot. Garments that held nothing of value for their former wearers, yet still acted as food for the moths. There were boxes stacked about whose contents held things of the past. Years were written along the sides, ordaining them with swift black sharpie. The undead thing reached down and pulled the top from one of the boxes; revealing a small black tablet inside; the kind that school children used in combination with chalk.

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(Story) Their Damn Mess : Part I of II

Posted on August 18, 2009

Sight. Exhale. Hold and squeeze.

“BOOM!!!”

Sound comes first, and then the scented smell of black powder. Twins each. Acting in destruction. Birthed with the firing of her weapon. The ancient rifle doing only as it was asked.

The plain-faced woman had been patiently lying on her stomach. Atop the high arid butte, staying still, four hours long. Doing her best to give credence to her instincts, allowing them to lead. She was surrounded on three sides by juniper trees and sage. The trees had at least fifty years of growth, not that you could easily tell. They didn’t get the water like the western part of the state. So their stretch to the sky was ever stunted. The limbs however still offered blessed shade from the sun’s burning. And for that, she was thankful. High desert summers were not the kindest of environments.

On the fourth side was an open view to the valley below.  Which was where she was facing, still bedded, holding her weapon. She looks through the scope and takes stock of the damage dealt. The lens brings her close, and she can clearly see the remainder of the scrawny pack scattering. Leaving the carcass that had attracted them. She glimpses the Alpha briefly, as he falters and then falls. Dust and sand rising in granular tan wisps from the collapse.  After a moment, when all is still, she pulls her eye away.

Shuffling her rifle to one side. She pushes herself up onto her knees. Rubbing her chest and bosom. Hoping to increase the blood flow back into the parts that have gone without. She then reaches up and pulls off her netted sun-scarred cap. Wiping her forehead with the back of a tanned hand.  Hot wind from the south begins to blow the loose wisps of her hair about her face. This causes a wilted sigh to escape her lips.  Moving towards the backpack at her side.  She removes a tattered blue starred handkerchief, a bruised metal canteen, and an old radio. Clicking the radio on, she uses her thumb to depress the talk button while saying

“Gerty to base, Gerty to base”

The crackle and hiss of white noise was her only response, washing away her voice. After a minute, she says again.

“Gerty to base, respond”

She waits several moments, when finally the smacking of lips and the chewing of words can be heard saying.

“Gerty, this is base, what’s your status?”

Chewing continues before the click of communications ceases. Her stomach growls at the sound of food being consumed.

“Rifle fired, potential kill, headed down to confirm, over”

“Roger that-” the sound of tongue juggling the food stops the speaker for a moment, then he finishes “-stay safe”

“Copy base, Gerty out” and she clicks the radio off and sets it inside her backpack.

Unscrewing the canteen’s stiff cap, Gerty places the handkerchief to the open top and allows the water to seep and dampen it. Adequately wet by her judgment, she pulls the fabric to her forehead, neck, and head. A sigh of relief escapes her lips, as she sops the heat that is radiating from her body. Bringing the can to her mouth, she takes several long, hard pulls. It travels over and down her chapped lips and parched throat.  Feeling the cool crisp flood eventually fill her stomach.

Dropping the container from her face, Gerty squints through heat waves and sun blur. From this distance, she can barely make out the area where the animal should lay. Normally a feeling of pride or accomplishment would root. But her mind meets only the oily sense of lingering disgust. As it wanders through thoughts on how she came to arrive here.

“Gerty!” Denton had yelled to her from his office.

“Yeah Dent?”

“Get yer ass in here, would’ja?”

She had been using their GIS system to map last known locations of some of the local wildlife. It was important that the animals appear accurately as they track them throughout the year. Being right in the thick of it, she hated to stop. So with some reluctance, Gerty had risen from her desk and walked over to her supervisors’ office.

Rounding the corner and entering the door, she found Denton Jeffries, a lanky man of about fifty, hunched over a freshly printed map. Holding a small stained paper with coordinates in one hand, the other had been using a sharpie to mark the locations. Sensing she was there, he didn’t stop, just kept on placing points on his map.

“Come and take a look” he ordered

Gerty walked over to the table and looked down. Already displayed, were pre-printed deer and elk icons indicating the whereabouts of the herds.  She also noticed other images representing different wildlife. Wolf, cougar, bear, were just a few that stuck out.  Denton’s red markings were the only visual representation that felt awkward. And after studying the data for a couple of minutes, Gerty finally asked.

“So what exactly are we lookin’ at?”

“Domestics” came the one word response.

Shock acting as a lasso, encircled her lungs. Causing her to shudder while sucking the air swiftly between cheek and gum.

“Really?”

“Yuuuuuup.” Denton’s bottom lip popped as he said it. Still placing strokes on the map.

“Local reporting?” she asked hopefully.

“Nah, it is verified. I sent Lawson and McAdam out on Monday and this-” waving his index finger about the page in indication. “-well, this is what they came up with.”

Rising from his stoop, Denton capped the pen and turned to her continuing. “The fellas counted over nine-teen different packs with approximately twelve to fourteen animals in each”

Gerty whistled a long, low, note. Astonished.

“Dent, I know I ain’t been here that long. But this don’t seem all that regular.” she said.

“It’s not. This is the worst I’ve seen.” Which was quite a statement.  At least coming from a man who had lived through so much. Denton’s time with the Bureau of Land Management was the stuff others only dreamt they would experience in their career.

“Gerty, I hate to ask this, but they are starting to compete with the local game. We need you to head out and-” He looked down at his feet, emotion stalling his request as his words seemed to catch. For coming across like an old hard-ass, Denton had more heart than people knew, and hated the thought of killing. Always saying he didn’t have the stomach and that he was meant to ‘organize and appreciate’. It was interesting to see someone this weathered, acting in such a way.

“Oh, I getcha.” Her voice spilled in soft acknowledgement. Sparing Denton from having to further his request.

“I’d do it myself, but I’m headed to Portland for our-“

“How long should I pack for?” She interrupted. Not allowing him to finish his explanation.

With obvious relief, he answered.  “Bout two weeks I reckon. Full gear.”

The conversation, she recalled, had wrapped itself around details from that point forward. But she remembered wondering if she would be able to do it. Now, twelve days and thirty-two animals later, she was keenly aware of the fact she could.

(Story) Once, you and I were them, but now they are us

Posted on August 13, 2009

They walk, like they always do. Enjoying the sun and the clouds. Hand holding. Laughing. And it appears to all that this is a new thing. That this love is a new love. But it is fairly old. Ten years by the by.

They talk of the baby to be, of the life that is living and will breathe. Of the girl growing in the woman this very moment. They dream of what she will look like. What she will smell like. What she will taste, touch, and feel like.

And the elderly man looks and listens of them. While gripping his splintering cane and sucking the cream from his dentures.  He comprehends what most don’t, the history and the making of it. And he is envious of the couple’s grand new stage. Of the cycle they now live. Politely jealous of the joy that is written so plainly.  He misses it, the love, the warmth. So apparent, so alive. The future still unset casting out rays of hope.

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